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Mar 16, 2006 14:45

the only thing to show for life is the fact that you lived it well.

my life is brilliant. and my love is pure.

(thank you, james blunt).

i wish some people could see how truly happy they make me.

and i wish others could see how much i hate myself for trusting them.

i wish some people could see how having them in my life has added to me. how lucky i feel and how lucky i believe i'll become just from the mere fact that they're with me. how they have changed my life forever and how i hope to someday be able to fathom to what extent they have.

and i wish others could see how i am a good person; but how do you show off your better qualities when people around you are only fueling you with anger by passing off gossip, lies, and getting way too involved in your life?

i wish love and honesty were the only things in the world. but based on the world we're living in, it seems that the two cannot co-exist.

through all of that, however --- the lies, the gossip, the petty girls, the bitchy phone calls, the people who constantly live vicariously through others, the sick and twisted joy people get from watching other people's pain, the hatred, the backstabbing, the highschoolness of it all --- i can honestly say i'm a happy person. i have a best friend. i have a good family. i have faith in myself and i have faith in the world.

i hope all of us will someday coincidentally hit the same plateau of love and fearlessness and bring the world together to dwell on nothing but happiness.
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