a new start

[prunesareyummy]

deleted all my old entries.
i need a new start..im different than i was a week ago.
alot different.
but for the better..i hope.
ive learned alot about myself.

let me re-introduce myself
minuses
- i hate drama
- dont like when people change their ways for a guy/girl
- fake people
- sterotypes
- fake smiles
- fake friends
- headaches
- i build up my anger

pluses
+ i love the rain
+ dancing/walking in the rain with someone
+ amazing friends
+ cameras
+ happy days
+ have <3 to <3s
+ when you have a horrible day and can just sit there and tell your mom all your problems. she makes you feel better. [no guy stuff though...]
+ music (especially spill canvas..acoustic stuff)
+ i love new things/people
+ softball lets out all my built up anger
+ i can channel my emotions
+ i feel emotionally closer to God
+ i am proud of myself and can hold my head high.

so thats what ive learned. its beeen an emotional year so far. but i know ill always be ok. i can work my way out of my own disasters. i got in a fight with a friend today. shes so annoying an di think im pretty much done with thrrying to go out of my way for her now. she told me she wouldnt be my friend if we were in public highschool. hmm thats a direct quote. she tells me im wierd. i know im not the most normal person...i like to have fun and im not afraid to do stupid things, but i know i deserve better than that. whatever. im honestly over it. talking to people really helps.

my ear it itchy. ok better.

halloween candy is so good.

<3
comments please

http://img124.exs.cx/img124/6369/P1010061.jpg
my painting from last year..