"I'm feeling frustrated"
Actually I'm just feeling shitty. I don't know, like one of my 10 to 15 bosses or something just gave me a project. And rumor is that he doesn't like very many people, and bases his desire to ever like them on first impressions. Well I wonder exactly if he'll ever like me, what do you think? After I bug him like 7 times to tell him that I can't use the log in/password information he gave me (to which he looks at me like I'm an idiot/came dressed to work like Chewbacca/am speaking russian/etc) I realize that I don't know how to fucking generate the goddamn report he instructed me for half an hour to do in the first place!
Yeah, feeling a bit unstable on top of which add some feelings of confusion why this job has me feeling so un-smart when I always prided myself on being smart..
::sighs:: Wow, I think I feel better. Whatever happened to the days when I'd run around saying things like, "Nothing beats fucking a writer". Nothing does beat it, in fact. Just wish I wasn't a universe away.
Yeah, feeling a bit unstable on top of which add some feelings of confusion why this job has me feeling so un-smart when I always prided myself on being smart..
::sighs:: Wow, I think I feel better. Whatever happened to the days when I'd run around saying things like, "Nothing beats fucking a writer". Nothing does beat it, in fact. Just wish I wasn't a universe away.