Ninjas killed my family, need money for Karate Lessons for revenge
Fuck i am so mad at myself right now. Ok so me and some old friends from high school went done to the Hooka Bar, i know i spelled that wrong, to chill. Anyway there was a talbe of four really attractive girls. So i built up enough courage to buy them a hooka and have the guy say complements of the man and point to me. Ok so i did it. And then the whole time after this really really really hot indian/white girl was checking me out. Like all my friends, who were five girls, kept telling me she was. And i noticed it, we made eye contact a few times and smiled. Anyway then she and her friend came over to thank me for the gesture. Got their names and talked for a minute. Ok so then for the rest of the night she kept on looking at me. Even when this old guy sat next to talk to her, she kept on looking over. And walked by two more times. But did my fucking ass get up to go talk to her.... no. Having zero self confidence sucks. I took bad advice. one friend told me to be playful and it is all about the hunt, others were like go RIGHT NOW. But im a little wuss so i didnt. really i hate myself. ugh. I even knew EXactly what i was gonna say to, i was gonna be like "oh i hope you dont think im some werido, but i saw four very attractive girls, and i thought a guy should do something nice for you guys." damnit. I SUCK!