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haha i gotta rant, i apoligize. Anyway, im tryin to be patience, but i just wish girls knew what they want. I know i can tell weather or not im into someone within a week to a couple, of getting to know them. Like right now, i cant get a read, nither can her friend. Its hard, like im cool with either just friend or boyfriend material, but id like to know whcih one it is soon. Its hard to try and balance both. I try and casual, but it seems like it bores her, i try to be wild and random, but it seems like im not interested. it sucks. haha. Her best friend says she jsut doesnt know what she wants. Ugh. ANd it doesnt help im gunshy. Like i cant get a read, so im very timid about trying to take a babystep. Like if i try and she isnt interested, then it puts nothing but weirdness to the friendship. I really have high hopes for this one. haha i swear, im about to try being gay for a while, girls are too complex.