Guess who called !!!
Paul called me on monday ,and im so fucking happy he did .I hadnt talked to him for a long time .He told me he was doing good and that he is moving to his own place very soon .He also told me that he misses me olot and that he thinks of me every day .He sounded olot different from when i last talked to him ,he sounded happyer .But he told me he wasnt happy ,just trying to forget and solve the many problems he has .We didnt talk to much ,so we didnt get to have a deeper conversation but we will when we talk again .(read my first entries to know who Paul is) .
Yesterday was my moms bday .So my brothers and i baked a cake for her on monday night after she went to sleep .And on tuesday they woke me up early to sing happy birthday to my mother . My man and i were going to take her out to eat but she didnt want to ,so my man decided to take me to eat and bring my mother some food .
Everything is going great with my man .Although i dont know what i would do to myself if Paul ever comes bak from Kansas .He doesnt know i got back with Robert and i dont know if i should tell him .I already spoke to his father about it and he told me i shouldnt .He also told me not to worry bout it ,and that i will know what to do when i see Paul again ,that he understands me , respects my decision ,and that Paul is who misses out on it cause if he hadnt made the decision to go back to Kansas maybe i wouldnt have got back together with Robert .