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Ive been so bored today ....ive done nothing but sit oround watching TV or listening to music .Its been raining practicly all week and ive been at home doin nothin .Its sooooooooo frustrating .
My mom gave me some bad news today, they will problably have to operate her again .They will be operating her spine cause one of the discs broke and came out and her back and legs are hurting .The thing that worries me the most is that she could end up in a wheel chair and i wouldnt like that for my mother. She has already pased several mayor depresions ,wich have been horrible not only for her but me also ... *teary eyes*... I dont think that im capable of passing through onother situation like that ,at this very moment .Ive passed through so much with my mother ,and it has been so hard for me... *tear comes down*... Being the oldest in the house ,i have alot of responsabilities .Ive always done my best so that my brother and sister dont pass throuh the same as i have ,wich is very hard .Im not emotionaly prepared for this right now ....... and i wish with all my heart that nothing bad happens to my mother... *cries*...
Well got to go ....im getting to emotional .....
Blessins