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These past weeks have been realy boring .Havent done shit , just go to school and clean the house ,since nobody does it or at least helps .
Everything is going good with my man .Although we had an argument the other day cause he doesnt fucking trurst me! .Its realy hard to know that the person ur with doesnt trust u ,and if so ,y is he with me .Would yah be with a person u dont trust? .But ,i guessed things like this would happen ,its my fault anyways .If i just wouldnt of gone out with my ex during the time i was seperated from my man ,this wouldnt of happened .He hates my ex ,and if it hadent been with him i went out ,my man wouldnt of gotten that mad (he said so himself). But ...y am i talking bout this .Its not the reason we fought .We fought cause he doesnt want me to chat (isnt that stupid?) ,and ofcourse i ended up saying the only reason he doesnt want me to chat is because he dont trust me .And it became a big issue ,cause its the fucking truth ,he doesnt trust me .
U know .....sometimes i feel so fucking childish writing here ,wining bout everything .But if yah new the hole story ,yah would understand me . Im not use to leting other people know how i feel ,i dont realy let anyone know how i feel .Its realy hard for me to let someone in , cause i dont want to end up getting hurt .
Well .....hope all of yah ho read are ok.
Blessings