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yes. thank you for that, laura. i guess i'm marrying myself. that's not a good sign.
i hate my brothers. they are probably the worst people i've ever met. they do things just to piss me off, and they do them constantly. they're in this constant fight to make me as mad as possible, and it works. they're the reason why i have horrible anger managements problems. they're ruining my life. i mean, when i say that, i'm not even exaggerating a little bit. they don't care about anything. and when their friends are around, it gets even worse because they're trying to impress them. they're mean to me all the time. and my parents won't do anything about it!! they say, "there's nothing i can do about it." and they don't even try. i can't handle giving them rides places anymore. they do everything possible to embarass me in front of my friends, and try to tell me how to drive and what music to listen to. and they're mean about it too. god. i hate them so fucking much.
so yeah. i hate everything about my life. everything.