today is gonna be the day that there gonna throw it back to you <3
it annoying that i can only say some of the stuff i want to.. cos certain people read this, and i dont like dealing with them cos they dont know how to handle things
i think i should get a friends only journal
anywayssss
i feel like ive been here before. the same situation about 1 maybe two years ago. and i know how bad it hurt me, i know exactly how it all plays out. so why should i put myself in the same position again when i know how it turns out in the end. you say you want to be friends, but well only be playing pretend. i cant tell you how badly i wish things would go back to the way it used to be. but this situation has gotten so thick. i can see my own tears in my eyes as i fight for the strength to say goodbye. to walk away and let you watch me cry, youll never have me again. you might never have me again. but at the same time. i know where my heart belongs, and i know this is just a phase. but two can play this game. if you want to be friends, we can be friends... but its not going to be easy and dont expect me to wait around for anything more. our chance has come and were lettting slip away. well you are. so as i pack my suitcases ill give you a friendly hello, but nothing more. im leaving now. cos i wont wait forever. i cant wait forever. everything is at stake now - take it or leave it. it sucks but i wont let is keep my head down- as i walk away think about waht your missing for me. just take a minute and remember...
anywayysys tomorrow i get to go to royal oak for photography, its going to be sweet. im really stoked about the whole idea, we dont even have to stay as a group we can just go off and do our own thing. plus tomorrow is the OC even though i have work. this weekend is going to be lovely. i can feel it already. i cant waitttt <3
"today is gonna be the day that there gonna throw it back to you, and , by now you shoulda some how realized whatchya gotta do, id ont believe that anybody feels the way i do, about you now"
special shout out to my girl alex- i love you more then anything <3
well ill write more later
when i have the guts, seeya <3
i think i should get a friends only journal
anywayssss
i feel like ive been here before. the same situation about 1 maybe two years ago. and i know how bad it hurt me, i know exactly how it all plays out. so why should i put myself in the same position again when i know how it turns out in the end. you say you want to be friends, but well only be playing pretend. i cant tell you how badly i wish things would go back to the way it used to be. but this situation has gotten so thick. i can see my own tears in my eyes as i fight for the strength to say goodbye. to walk away and let you watch me cry, youll never have me again. you might never have me again. but at the same time. i know where my heart belongs, and i know this is just a phase. but two can play this game. if you want to be friends, we can be friends... but its not going to be easy and dont expect me to wait around for anything more. our chance has come and were lettting slip away. well you are. so as i pack my suitcases ill give you a friendly hello, but nothing more. im leaving now. cos i wont wait forever. i cant wait forever. everything is at stake now - take it or leave it. it sucks but i wont let is keep my head down- as i walk away think about waht your missing for me. just take a minute and remember...
anywayysys tomorrow i get to go to royal oak for photography, its going to be sweet. im really stoked about the whole idea, we dont even have to stay as a group we can just go off and do our own thing. plus tomorrow is the OC even though i have work. this weekend is going to be lovely. i can feel it already. i cant waitttt <3
"today is gonna be the day that there gonna throw it back to you, and , by now you shoulda some how realized whatchya gotta do, id ont believe that anybody feels the way i do, about you now"
special shout out to my girl alex- i love you more then anything <3
well ill write more later
when i have the guts, seeya <3