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i sometimes find myself writing in live journal when i am in a confusing chapter in my life. i have so many things on my mind and im just doin nothing but stressing myself out.
I have always said that my friends are everything to me, you all really are, and i do care about you all and would do absoulutley anything to help any of you. On this note, gant, i love you soo much kid, and i find myself thinking about you a lot kid! I know you care about ur future and it is really none of my business, but whats goin on with you? i am so concerned with the fact that ur ok with the fact that your messing up your grades, and not caring. I WANT TO SEE YOU GRADUATE!! Please ask me if you need help with anything. i will do anything to get you caught up or anything. all you ahve to do is ask
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another touchy subject is jordan. he prolly would not approve of me writing and telling people his business, which i am not going to do but im going to lie it all out on the table. i love him more than anything in this world. if i had the option, i would be with him for the rest of my life; but i dont have that option. i want everything for him, i want him to be happy in ohio, i want him to succeed in football, and i want him to do well in school, but i find myself being so selfish. i call him and i cant help but think what hes doing, and who hes with. i just wish that he didnt have to leave, but i know that football is his everything and im willing to accept that. but no matter what happens, i will always love and care for him. no matter how far i am from him. <3
people in dunbar are nothing but fuckin drama queens. people who spend their days causing other peopele grief need to get a life! leave us who have lives alone!! stop being immature ( haha ya ll like that?)
well thats it for now...
I have always said that my friends are everything to me, you all really are, and i do care about you all and would do absoulutley anything to help any of you. On this note, gant, i love you soo much kid, and i find myself thinking about you a lot kid! I know you care about ur future and it is really none of my business, but whats goin on with you? i am so concerned with the fact that ur ok with the fact that your messing up your grades, and not caring. I WANT TO SEE YOU GRADUATE!! Please ask me if you need help with anything. i will do anything to get you caught up or anything. all you ahve to do is ask
.
another touchy subject is jordan. he prolly would not approve of me writing and telling people his business, which i am not going to do but im going to lie it all out on the table. i love him more than anything in this world. if i had the option, i would be with him for the rest of my life; but i dont have that option. i want everything for him, i want him to be happy in ohio, i want him to succeed in football, and i want him to do well in school, but i find myself being so selfish. i call him and i cant help but think what hes doing, and who hes with. i just wish that he didnt have to leave, but i know that football is his everything and im willing to accept that. but no matter what happens, i will always love and care for him. no matter how far i am from him. <3
people in dunbar are nothing but fuckin drama queens. people who spend their days causing other peopele grief need to get a life! leave us who have lives alone!! stop being immature ( haha ya ll like that?)
well thats it for now...