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bah, i dont know if i want to just move on and not care or if i just want to accost them for it a little and see if that will patch things. the word 'patch' is looking very strange to me at this stage of my delirium. is that even how you spell it? i should go to bed before i get myself in a depressed frenzy. late nights + long days + coldplay/bright eyes sad music = crying rachel. thats no fun the day after. i dont even like coldplay. whatever, off i go.