Shadows and Dust

[prplemnky]

You ever have one of those times where you just sit and really think about everything that's going on in your life right now and what you want to do about it? You ever think about some stuff and just think back to the past and say..."damn, I wish I handled that differently" or "If I just didn' do that one little thing, things would be way different

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hey it happens to us all

[anonymous]

Hey you’re a great kid and I have no idea how exactly or why we met.. and i always ask myself those questions... I don’t think if me and Ryan ever went to prom that we would ever have been able to become as close as we are these days. If you cared about me as much as i care about you I think we could work out anything. I know that there would be bumps along the way but what relationship is perfect right? I often get caught up with these oh so familiar questions of why him? And why now? and every time i come up with no answers except just because. The way i feel when you are around me i can tell this could turn into something great. Im not saying what we have now is not great b.c it is. Im just saying there could be more out there for us. And if we never take a chance, then how will we ever know? You know what i mean? Well i know i can be myself around you and i think that is what i love the best about you. I can tell i like you a lot because even the slightest memory of you makes me feel funny inside. I know this sounds really corny and im sorry buts its the truth.. and i have no other words to explain to you how much i care about you. I don’t want to ruin what we have right now. But I feel empty and sad without you and i know that we are both very strong people and get through anything.. if things were to go wrong i know we could still be friends.. Granted i don’t know everything about you. And im sure we will not like everything about each other. but honestly.. a few differences is better than being exactly the same.. You are adventurous and spontaneous and I love that about you. Please just let me know how u feel...