sell me the infection

[prplemnky]

~sigh~ I know this issue has been tossed around and spoken about a lot, but for me I'm putting it to rest here, I know I'm not really one to talk about being Straight edge, but at the same time I am, I havn't smoked in over two years, and I got drunk maybe twice this year. Anyway, to all those who smoke, I accept that, but don't be a fag about it,

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[xvgothicanimevx]

not to point fingers but a big part of alot people doing drugs is the separating in who people hang out with. If you hang out with Cote amd Hondro and all them theres no preasure to do drugs and you can have a good time. But I can't remember the last time any of them and I acually hung out...I hang out with Biron and Laprade and anyone associated with them. I'm not afaird to admit that I am influenced by what Biron and Laprade do but i feel like a fucking loser whenever I'm in this situation. "So were gonna go get drunk and high Mruk you wanna come" "nah I think I'll just go home" and then I sit at home all night and I don't get to participate in alot of stuff that people do because I don't do the things they do. Armstrong your lucky because theres not much preasure for you to do these things cause the people you hang out with dont and when they do you can be like ok well I'm gonna go somewhere else because you have a car. I mean when you were my age and you came to this town and if the people youc choose to do drugs and shit you would probably be a different person today. But seeing how now that I am where I am and people do do drugs its like hmm. People say "Don't do that stuff cause its better to laugh at the people that do" I mean its cool if you have someone not to do it with you but when your the only one wouldn't you like to be part of the fun as well. Don't get me wrong I'm not defending doing any of that shit because I know its gay but the people I hang around with now adays do it and when the only friend that hang out with you do it what do you think your gonna do. I mean I think I have done a great job refusing that shit until now and now its just hard because am I supose to listen to the friends who make efforts to hang out with me or the ones who dont...I don't know but call me a hipcrit I am still VERY against drugs and shit because I know they can fuck up there life. I've been having a pretty bad identity crisis this year because of things like Biron changing a whole lot and Travis changing a whole lot and really having now one...Armstrong Thank You for showing general concern man and this will deffinally help me in the future but I would like to hang out with you just ME AND YOU sometime man I mean thats when we have the most fun...I know I am a fool for doing drugs now i just have to make the decision to be the fool or to be the loser...'

#Mike#

[prplemnky]

hey man, your a good kid, and that's why it pisses me off so much that you and Biron are doing that shit, I'm watching you guys and it's weird becasue I know I went through the exact same thing. It's okay though, some people just need different things to make them think about how what they are doing is stupid, I hope you guys find yours soon