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so im obviously not at school right now. i woke up and threw up and so i called my mom who had just left and told her i was staying home cause i was sick and threw up and she said, " are you sure its not because of what happened yesterday?" and i said, i dont know mom, i really did throw up just now and she said " yeah well its probably because you worked yourself up last night to the point where you made yourself sick" and shes prolly right because im not sick sick, no fever no nothing. first i dont feel like eating, then i cant sleep, i cant concentrate in school, and now im making myself sick. why? for what? why do i care that much? i need YOU to answer that question. tell me why im so upset. tell me why YOU make me so upset. i need to talk to YOU. so talk.