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i dunno, i actually dont wanna write anything down right now, but something inside me pushes me to write.
there are a lot of things inside me right now, and it kinda sucks. sudden bursts of sudden wants, wants that i dont want to have, but i do. fears that manifest itself. damn, its harder like this.
GOD help me. communication. prayer. hope. assurance. anxiety. i am sure but am i going to take it??? the right way is the hardest. ouch. i feel squeezed. i feel trapped. i feel worthless, lord. i feel selfish. i feel bad. lord, please, let it be me, everything. please.
im sad. lord, sana ako lang to. please. let me take it all in. please. please. that is my plea.
there are a lot of things inside me right now, and it kinda sucks. sudden bursts of sudden wants, wants that i dont want to have, but i do. fears that manifest itself. damn, its harder like this.
GOD help me. communication. prayer. hope. assurance. anxiety. i am sure but am i going to take it??? the right way is the hardest. ouch. i feel squeezed. i feel trapped. i feel worthless, lord. i feel selfish. i feel bad. lord, please, let it be me, everything. please.
im sad. lord, sana ako lang to. please. let me take it all in. please. please. that is my plea.