Shivering
Torn apart with the magnitude of adolescent ignorance and the suffering blind eyes of mine,
weakened by the torrent of tribulations and unspoken poisons..
put to rest by the boiling anger designed by beauty and you.
To believe this began with a distanced stare at your beautiful complex.
Kept my space, i feared your power.
Only now do those feelings return to haunt and remind me,
more often should i trust myself and my fears.
We danced and played,
you slept on my deadened soul with efforts to awake it,
you did..
then you starved me..
My iso-skeleton aches once again, and i feel this numbness may finally prove to be a permanent affliction..
To move forward from here proves to be a challenge.
do you deserve my anger?
or my ignorance?
Should i throw the towel in?
or believe there is a magical elixir to solve this disease and erase time?
I am shivering with ruined truths and fragile deceptions
I am shaking like a nervous puppy on a ledge
I am aching like a soured river
I am raging like a complacent animal
I never truly felt alone like this
pacing in circles is rather trying......
weakened by the torrent of tribulations and unspoken poisons..
put to rest by the boiling anger designed by beauty and you.
To believe this began with a distanced stare at your beautiful complex.
Kept my space, i feared your power.
Only now do those feelings return to haunt and remind me,
more often should i trust myself and my fears.
We danced and played,
you slept on my deadened soul with efforts to awake it,
you did..
then you starved me..
My iso-skeleton aches once again, and i feel this numbness may finally prove to be a permanent affliction..
To move forward from here proves to be a challenge.
do you deserve my anger?
or my ignorance?
Should i throw the towel in?
or believe there is a magical elixir to solve this disease and erase time?
I am shivering with ruined truths and fragile deceptions
I am shaking like a nervous puppy on a ledge
I am aching like a soured river
I am raging like a complacent animal
I never truly felt alone like this
pacing in circles is rather trying......