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[prozacisyummy]

So I was planning on visiting liz over spring break, but this weekend i was crunching the numbers and found that i cant afford it. I just told liz and she took it amazingly well. She wasnt upset or anything, she was very understanding. What a great girl. Im so disappointed though. I was realy looking forward to seeing her. This semester ive been eating ramen and offbrand mac and cheese so i could afford to go, but i cant becuase dell made me pay off my computer completely. I am really sad right now because i miss liz so much. I just feel like such an asshole. I feel like im letting her down, and i hate to let liz down.
I still hate law school, but I have found something that redeems it. I really enjoy criminal law. Its the first class im taking that i like based on the subject matter. I really like it. I have a feeling that im going to end up taking alot of criminal courses, and become a criminal attorney.
I really dont have much to say. Its been a bad few weeks, especially with what happend above, but i just hope that things will improve next year. Ill actually get to pick some of my classes, liz will hopefully be in the us, which will make visting her much easier to do. I feel like im just biding my time until things get better, which is a shitty feeling. Oh well, ive done it before, i can do it again.