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Nov 15, 2005 16:02

I've been kind of a wreck for most my life lol. It's always up and down with how I feel but theres usually a trigger causing a downward spiral. I cried for almost no reason other than I wanted a thought to stop replaying and I couldn't make it.

Also, I've decided that for my own sake and the safety of those around me I'm no longer going to date, at this point I'm in no shape whatsoever to do so and would probably only fuck someone elses life up even more.

If you hate me, just give me a reason why.

so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore

pas hermanos
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