Just...crap. That has to be the most heart wrecking, internal havoc inducing story I've read in this fandom. And seeing as it's SPN, that's saying quite a bit.
There are so many things in this story that just made me stop reading and just stare blankly at my computer screen while I was lost in thought. It made a six chapter fanfic into a four hour read. I read this story and my heart twisted because while the Dean and Sam and Cas that are in the actual show might never express these feelings and struggles, it doesn't make the Dean and Sam and Cas in this story any less poignant in their regrets and grief and questions. I... I want to say so much after reading this, but I can't seem to find the words to put together a coherent comment.
And on top of all of that, there was porn. I don't think I've ever read such a philosophically imbued story with such well written porn. I'm not even sure what I should make of that.
There are seven chapters, though I don't know if the seventh will alleviate the angst or not. (Received mixed messages on that count, haha)
And, this is gonna sound weird, but I'm glad you thought the porn was well done b/c I very rarely write it and I had to read an essay on the process before I wrote it. I'm very insecure about my porn. :P
Thank you so much for reading! And for taking the time to leave such a detailed comment! I think it was most coherent and I'm very grateful. :)
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There are so many things in this story that just made me stop reading and just stare blankly at my computer screen while I was lost in thought. It made a six chapter fanfic into a four hour read. I read this story and my heart twisted because while the Dean and Sam and Cas that are in the actual show might never express these feelings and struggles, it doesn't make the Dean and Sam and Cas in this story any less poignant in their regrets and grief and questions. I... I want to say so much after reading this, but I can't seem to find the words to put together a coherent comment.
And on top of all of that, there was porn. I don't think I've ever read such a philosophically imbued story with such well written porn. I'm not even sure what I should make of that.
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There are seven chapters, though I don't know if the seventh will alleviate the angst or not. (Received mixed messages on that count, haha)
And, this is gonna sound weird, but I'm glad you thought the porn was well done b/c I very rarely write it and I had to read an essay on the process before I wrote it. I'm very insecure about my porn. :P
Thank you so much for reading! And for taking the time to leave such a detailed comment! I think it was most coherent and I'm very grateful. :)
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