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[proxima1]

Post one thing, anonymously that you want to VENT about. It can be about something at work, family related, boyfriend/girlfriend, family, neighbors, school, life, romance, books, the mall, the weather...you get the idea. Anything. With a little VENTing the world can be a better place...oh there is one condition, if you use names---please "change"

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this may be long.

[anonymous]

I'm afraid to trust people. My parents are riding my ass about every fucking thing, I'm not even allowed to stay after school, use the phone, e-mail (im sneaking on), see my dad, etc. My friends hate me but stay with me anyways. Everyone I know is dying or drinking and I can't fucking cry. I ask them to hit me but they won't...even when they tell me they hate me. I wish someone would just beat the shit out of me. I am a cross between loving to make my friends and everyone around me happy and a sick masochism. I miss the feeling of razors and vodka. I feel empty, I dont' allow myself to think anymore. I have so many shields I can't even let those closest to me know...which is why they hate me. They say they are in love with the shields i put up...I'm too fucking afraid to show anything else. I've even shielded away my inner voices and thoughts...there is nothing there...truly nothing. I can meditate because my thoughts never race. they just aren't. Last time I ate was breakfast yesterday but I don't want to make dinner because that will make my mother ask me why I "hate her so much" because if I am quiet that means I hate her. My teachers pretend like they want to help but if I ask for it they all tell me to go talk to my principal or whatever who doesn't give a fuck either. This is getting on now...I apologize. I'm sick of all the death and the hatred the depression and the alcoholism. I wish someone could make me cry.

Re: this may be long.

[proxima1]

I think I know who this is and let me say that I don't hate you at all. You are awesome and really deserve so much better than this. I wish I could do something more to help and if you ever want or need to talk, I'm always willing to listen and give hugs.