Seriously when did this happen
My life has become pointless everyday Im in too much pain to move or do much of anything. I just hope the pain will go away and that I could be normal again but I dont see that happening. Besides pain I seem to continue to fuck up anything I ever have going for me. I think I'm scared of being happy I'm too use to people letting me down I have realized that Im letting everyone I care about down. I know I dont like what I have become, I just dont have motivation to change I dont have motivation to do anything anymore, fuck this.