do you get it yet?

[provocative_imp]

is she perverted like me?

Yesterday was justin's show.
it was pretty awesome.
i couldn't stop laughing when jesse's band was playing.
they are such a fucking joke.
I'm mean, I know.

Coffee. yum. holy fucking yum.
anyway, justin's band owns.
they make me want to quit my band and give up on life.
there isn't one thing i don't like about their music.
fuck.

it was raining, i only paid $6 dollars to get in cause i'm an asshole.
The door price was $10
I borrowed $3 from justin cause i'm a faggot.
i love incubus.
my mommy is listening to them downstairs.
i mean, who doesn't like incubus?

I hung out by myself at the show whenever Justin wasn't near me.
I felt alone.
& the fact that the sky wasn't there.
it had fallen down and only the gray background hung there.
stagnant, blank, so fucking depressing.
so fucking inspiring.

i want to be a writer when i grow up.
i want to be a fashion designer when i grow up.
i want to be a musician when i grow up.

i want to escape when i grow up.

I don't think anything will happen.

ever.

fuck.
-me