Apr 15, 2006 15:27
Wow.... it's been a while, yeah? Hope all is well with all of you. All is certainly well with me! I've been learning a lot lately, but we'll take it one step at a time, ok? H'ok! I'll just kinda list everything that's happened or that I've learned....
1. Ryan. I love him so much! We've been together almost three months now (April 27th), and it has been the happiest time of my life. He's always there for me, whether he needs to be or not. He makes me laugh, makes me smile, loves me, takes care of me, and undoes all the damage done to me in the past. I cannot express how blessed I am to have him. God certainly knew what I needed in giving Ryan to me.
2. God. He is a kickin' guy! I was in church last Sunday, and it dawned on me (undoubtedly because God made it so) that I am not being the Christian or woman of God that I could be. See, God is a loving God, not wrathful, so instead of feeling like this horrible person, I felt like I was being granted forgiveness and another chance by a loving Father. He's given me so many chances, it's insane. It is my hope and prayer to serve Him in my actions, example, and personal relationship with Him.
3. Friends. I have BEAUTIFUL friends!! We've gone through a rough spot with someone we all know, and it's been very eye opening. I see them all for the strong, sweet, genuine people that they are. I also want to take this time to say how proud I am of Erin who is getting confirmed tonight!! Woo-hoo! Anywho, I love all of my friends- they are all amazing and beautiful people. Kisses, guys!
4. Drama. It sucks- avoid it at all costs. Enough said.
5. I said something recently, and was told that it was really good. It's a long background story, but I had said "Love does not deceive and respect does not sabotage." I can explain if you want, but it's no big.
Ok, this is plenty long now. I'm going to sign off here and do some homework. I love you all, Happy Easter and Happy Passover! Shalom and Maranatha!!