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[prove__it]

im plain over it.
how can i make it more obvious.

i love you man.
but geexee seriously.

let me sleep alone.
let me sit alone.

im not looking to be held.
i just want to be me.

i want to search for my own path.

your my friend.
thats all now.

im sorry if led you to believe you coul dbe something else.
i was bored.
i was alone.
i was scared.

now your one of my best friends.

i don;t want to comprimise that..

i don;t just want to pacified.
i mean i can fail at this before i ever tried.

im the queen of ambushing everything thats good.
im sure it could have been great.

but..
no.

im not gonna deal with boys and their stupid antics rright now.
i need to be me.
i need to find what i am. and what i want.

<3