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so maybe it just sucks cuz he doesnt know what i wanted to say last night.
maybe its cuz i would seriously rather sit in the apt all day doing nothing. while he did his shit. just so i can be around him
maye is cuz i could be having fun. with friends.and hang out and catch up.
i just want to be around him
can i not help to feel that. im not needed. or in that thought wanted.
i realize he has a lot on his plate. but so does everyone else.
i feel i would drop everything if he wanted to do somthing. and i often do.
but for him to return the favor is a foregin task..
i dono.
what i was gonna say.
was.
i love him..
but now im not sure if i should. or if its going to be appreciated. and or taken non-lightly.
i guss me having doubts.about it if surlly sign enough.
but i cant shake this feeling.
maybe its cuz i would seriously rather sit in the apt all day doing nothing. while he did his shit. just so i can be around him
maye is cuz i could be having fun. with friends.and hang out and catch up.
i just want to be around him
can i not help to feel that. im not needed. or in that thought wanted.
i realize he has a lot on his plate. but so does everyone else.
i feel i would drop everything if he wanted to do somthing. and i often do.
but for him to return the favor is a foregin task..
i dono.
what i was gonna say.
was.
i love him..
but now im not sure if i should. or if its going to be appreciated. and or taken non-lightly.
i guss me having doubts.about it if surlly sign enough.
but i cant shake this feeling.