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"For I am poor and needy , and my heart is wounded within me. I fade away like an evening shadow ; I am shaken off like locust. My knees give way from fasting; I am an object of scorn to my accusers; When they see me, they shake their heads. Help me , O Lord my God." - Psalm 109: 22-26
"Spent too many hours holding up walls
standing in corners and clenching my jaw
watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be."- Further Seems Forever.
Many things have been happening lately... im in one of those deep thinking moods. Lately i have felt like im in a glass box looking at everyone on the outside, its weird. lately it seems to me that i've been more consumed in myself which is a really bad thing. my relationship w/ God isnt anywhere where it should be....i just feel soo confused and so distant. so if i say anything mean to you i really dont mean it so im sry..i miss alot of the relationships that i used to have w/ people, but i guess people and things change.
on a positive note- I HAD SMOKEY'S FOR DINNER!
GOd, direct my paths and let your will and not mine be done!