Argh!

[proudxnerd]

I'm just so tired of everything. My whole life is fucked up. I want to run away so bad! Just to get away from the problems. It's true. Everyone I get close to always slips away from me. I want it to end. I'm tired of putting up the mask that I wear all the time, the mask which you see as the funny, smart, nice, happy, me. I'm not like that. I never was. That's a mask that you see and I'm tired of always pretending like I'm okay when really inside I'm bleeding. I feel so emotional right now. I've been having a lot of emotional breakdowns lately. Atleast I know I'm not alone. Or maybe I am?

I just want you all to know that I would always be your friend, and Teresa you're still my best friend no matter what.

I really don't know what to do now...