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Sigh.
I hate hate hate my mom's rules. I can't hang out unless she's not working, which is like... rare. She works like 5 times a week, which is really bad for someone her age. Sometimes I think she does it on purpose or that she "says she's working" so she can go off to Chicago and hang out with her boyfriend. I mean, it's possible right? Working at night, sleeping over at her boyfriend's for the night, coming back home late.
Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.
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I feel so out of things. Everyone keeps thinking and talking about love and stuff. I mean, I think about it once in a while but I don't see why people get so sad or worked up about that subject. We're only 13 and I don't care what you say, but I don't think people can "fall in love" at this age. Atleast not in this day and age. We've got our whole lives ahead of us, and the one guy you think about before you sleep could just be one of many other guys in your life, I mean, it's not like you're going to MARRY them. I mean... yeah. lol
Or maybe I've just never had the chance to "fall in love" yet, so I wouldn't know. Gah. What the hell am I saying?!
Life is like a shade of grey right now for me. Nothing too black or bad, and nothing too white or good.
I gained like five pounds since thanksgiving, and now I'm like 103, and my mom's badgering me 'bout my weight. Hey, for everyone who only eats like one meal a day to lose weight, eat five small meals a day, so as your metabolism doesn't slow down and that you won't get fat later on in life. lol
Oh, sigh. What we girls go through.
Oh, yeah I changed my layout! Garden State!
I hate hate hate my mom's rules. I can't hang out unless she's not working, which is like... rare. She works like 5 times a week, which is really bad for someone her age. Sometimes I think she does it on purpose or that she "says she's working" so she can go off to Chicago and hang out with her boyfriend. I mean, it's possible right? Working at night, sleeping over at her boyfriend's for the night, coming back home late.
Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.
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I feel so out of things. Everyone keeps thinking and talking about love and stuff. I mean, I think about it once in a while but I don't see why people get so sad or worked up about that subject. We're only 13 and I don't care what you say, but I don't think people can "fall in love" at this age. Atleast not in this day and age. We've got our whole lives ahead of us, and the one guy you think about before you sleep could just be one of many other guys in your life, I mean, it's not like you're going to MARRY them. I mean... yeah. lol
Or maybe I've just never had the chance to "fall in love" yet, so I wouldn't know. Gah. What the hell am I saying?!
Life is like a shade of grey right now for me. Nothing too black or bad, and nothing too white or good.
I gained like five pounds since thanksgiving, and now I'm like 103, and my mom's badgering me 'bout my weight. Hey, for everyone who only eats like one meal a day to lose weight, eat five small meals a day, so as your metabolism doesn't slow down and that you won't get fat later on in life. lol
Oh, sigh. What we girls go through.
Oh, yeah I changed my layout! Garden State!