May 21, 2005 18:08
omg this week went by sooo slowly. i couldnt wait for friday to come so that i could get a break! it definitely doesnt feel like we have 2 and 1/2 days of school left... it really doesnt. im having enough trouble grasping the fact that ive already started exams. math is gonna kick my butt, too. i have an 82 in there. a C, but oh so very close to a B. i need to get an 85 or higher to get a B... and im not thinking thats gonna happen. and if my prediction comes true, my summer is shot. as well as my GPA. gah! i had this problem last semester too. i had a 78 or something in algebra and i had to get a 100 on the exam to get a B. and somehow, i managed to get the 100. courtesy of an exam review that gave us 10 percent bonus on the exam. but that does mean that i got a 90 on the exam. which is a good sign. but then again, i didnt miss 4 days of class last semester. gah i dont know what to do about it.
i cant study much tomorrow because i have rehearsal all afternoon. and possibly at night too. this is the most inconvenient time for a show. we open the night school lets out. then we perform twice the next day. and the day after that, we go on tour. what a blast.. not. a couple days ago, it was possible i wasnt even going to be in the show at all. my mom was super mad that i would come home from school stressed just to go to rehearsal and come back even more stressed. she wanted to yell at sean for making us have so many rehearsals during exam week. but i told her not to and that i would take care of it. but i didnt have to do anything. for some reason, sean has gotten more together and organized on his own. so i have fairly definite parts in this thing now. i actually know what im doing. oh and one thing ive noticed, any time there are animals in the song, i end up having to be the butt of one. im the butt of a zebra in the beginning. and im the butt of a snake in another song. how wrong is that?! grr. its aggravating. we dont even have the snake costume in yet. it could screw up all the choreography we did for that number. oh well. we learned choreography for one song last year the day of the performance. we can do it again. although i'd rather not. anyways. im so ready for everything to be over. school, church choir, everything.
but at least i had fun yesterday. i needed it. got to hang out with some people, swim, it was fun. i enjoyed the hell out of it. i need to do that more often.
well i guess i should study now. i need to ace that math exam!