Apr 18, 2005 17:16
isnt it fun when life just completely blows you away? when you're left standing, windblown, in place. you cant move forward or backward, you're too shocked. all you know is that when the shock settles, you could be in total contentment, or total misery. and you're not sure which is more likely. but you know the dust will settle soon, and you've got to make a decision before it does. otherwise a whole other storm will start up. so many roads i could take, yet so few hints as to which one would lead me to the right place. i dont want to just spin around with my eyes closed, stop when i get dizzy, and go in whatever direction im facing. i want answers. i want a guide. something to get me through.
something has changed within me
something is not the same
im sick of playing by the rules of someone else's game
too late for second guessing
too late to go back to sleep
its time to trust my instincts
close my eyes and leap
its time to try defying gravity
i think i'll try defying gravity
and you cant pull me down