im on an emotional rollercoaster...
and i dont know if im about to make a turn or plunge downwards really fast...
theres too much depression and conflict goin on around me... you know, for once, the group as a whole is without drama. and of course, i cant enjoy it because i have my own soap operas to fix. yay.
yet, strangely enough, my days have been fairly good. im kinda letting the mishaps that i run into when i get home bring me down. thats part of the reason for my emotional rollercoaster... i can get so high during the day, just to come back down, level out, go up, come down, etc. i feel like im on the edge of something... between falling and totally losing it and standing upright and keeping it all together... ot like when you're carrying a big load, and you drop part of it, and you go down to pick it up, but you're not sure if everything's gonna fall off or if you're gonna keep it all balanced...
i hope i stay up
i hope i dont fall...
theres too much depression and conflict goin on around me... you know, for once, the group as a whole is without drama. and of course, i cant enjoy it because i have my own soap operas to fix. yay.
yet, strangely enough, my days have been fairly good. im kinda letting the mishaps that i run into when i get home bring me down. thats part of the reason for my emotional rollercoaster... i can get so high during the day, just to come back down, level out, go up, come down, etc. i feel like im on the edge of something... between falling and totally losing it and standing upright and keeping it all together... ot like when you're carrying a big load, and you drop part of it, and you go down to pick it up, but you're not sure if everything's gonna fall off or if you're gonna keep it all balanced...
i hope i stay up
i hope i dont fall...