May 03, 2004 03:51
im gonna fucking die. and im afraid to write anything in here because they'll probably tap into my computer. so, today... i got called into honor council for cheating on my biology test. someone saw me looking at my shoe during the test. they called me up to the haunted hallway, there were mc escher posters and a big big room with a long table and students sitting around it. they were stuck up. ridiculously so. not the trying to do thier job kind of stuck up, stuck up in the blonde narcissistic im the smartest person in the fucking world because I go to Ursuline academy. Ursuline Academy is the biggest group of hypocrites collectively under one roof, falling short maybe of the white house. We serve, were good people, we got in because we are really smart..bullshit. Its just a place for high society highland park people to dump their kids so they can feel accomplished. Because they were able to get in 20 years ago because of the family oil money. Probably 75% of the school is here on legacy only. But anyways, it was a horrible experience. I didn’t tell the truth, I denied, but it probably would’ve been better to confess. I contradicted myself several times, I tried to keep my cool and it blew up in my fucking face. Ms nipp is gonna leave me a note tm regarding her decision. I really don’t care if I get kicked out at this point, im most worried about my parents reaction. My dad especially, just the fact that I cheated and the fact that it was biology. Hes gonna be all, you should have come to me from the beginning I offered and you didn’t take it. Plus they probably found out about the fucked up alarm wire. Shit. Probably no business show for me, if they find everything out. Im so nervous. Really really scared.