you won't understand
today was a good day. i feel a lot better now. something bad is going on and i dont have ne idea what its about. i dunno if i want to. i feel really lazy rite now. now im unhappy but still happy. i dunno, if u were me u would understand. my mom is putting up halloween decorations rite now. shes bored. u have no idea how much i want to say but i won't. it wouldn't come out rite. it would just spew all over the place creating a big mess. literally. a few people r getting on my nerves that i never thought would- and some that usually do and most likely always will. i wish i could tell u everything on my mind. i can't tell anyone no matter what because i don't know how to put it. its as though it never ends but nothing is there. its a big jumbled thing of stuff. don't take any of this seriously. im very emotional right now i guess. not used to it. i don't think i like it either.