Who is gunna be her Everything?
First and foremost... 15 shout outs to ms. katie betcher!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! ooh the big 1-5.. she's catching up ladies and gentlemen!! =)..haha.. love ya girl... let's have some funnn tonight, eh?? omg it's rich's bday too!.. happy happy bday guys!
this week has been sooo long... it's such a downer to go to school on monday, and realize you have 5 long days ahead of you.. don't the weekends fly by?! the football game on sunday really threw me off.. i really thought i had like.. another day to do all this shit, and hey, i had like... a few hours. this past week like all my shows [for the most part] started up again.. thank god.. American Dreams -- i heart that show, it's my life..everwood, gilmore girls, one tree hill, survivor..we're just waiting for the OC and then i'm good to go.
school is really kicking my ass... art is fine for the most part, i just like...don't talk to anyone it's kinda sucky [last years classed was so fun!]... i dont sit at the same table as katie and tim so i'm just like.. there. yeah. history is going to be a problem for me. yeah, the class is solid, but the work is rediculous. his first test kicked ass...mine especially, and after a 9 point curve, which he declared a one time thing, i ended up with a low C, which is better than the D i started with. so i wont complain there. i took my first cascone test on friday, and wow. rediculously EASY.
Ex: What is catabolism?
a- when a cat's head explodes B- when a cat falls and it's head goes in the toilet [i'm dead serious] or c- when substances are synthesized in your body.
hmm.
friday in gym we had an assembly for like..gossip and rumors and shit, i dont even know what the point of that was. i was wondering how the lady could be happy, because she admitt that after it was over we would all continue to do it. i would feel so useless preaching something that will so unlikely be accomplished. i get enough of that already, and i would never base my life on it.. well, on purpose anyway.
then i went to bomb an Antigone test in english. f- you antigone. and f- you sophocles. damn greeks. there were like quotes, and an essay that i had to finish after school, and more shit.. i dont even know!!
schul's class is perhaps the only class i am confident in. actually, i'm nervous about all my tests, but when i get them back it's all jig. so far my average is a 95 so i'm peachy with that for the most part
spanish is just so fucking boring. ahh.
as for tennis-- well i really dont feel like ranting about this, but i will touch on it just a little bit. it's annoying me, to be honest with you. i am very upset with my coach, and myself. i hate the fact that i took lessons from the day the season ended til it started this summer, and it got me no where. it's very frustrating for me to work so hard, and apparently not be good enough..hmm... that's a line i hear way too often, and it's really getting to me. god, sports, school, with friends, or at home, i'm always never good enough.. so fuck it. i bet you all the money in the world, even though i was like 2nd in line for 3rd singles this year, next year i wont get it. u watch. u wait and see. i'll work my hardest and, as usual, it will get me no where. fuck.
so basketball fall league starts tomorrow.. that should be another self-esteem booster. tomorrow is gunna be such a long day i have to work for my uncle from like 11:30-5ish and then go and get changed and go to my game, and then watch the debate that i taped and write something up for extra credit in galb's history class which i am in desperate need of.
this morning sher and i went to get our hair cut at like.. 8:30 lol. yeah it was early but i couldnt take my long hair anymore. it's really weird bc i keep like reaching to my back to play with the ends of it, and its.. not there. lol.. but it's ok i guess.. shorter, obviously, with all fresh layers and shit, so idk.. opinionate, if u will. i just like the silky smooth feeling, and the smell..of my hair right now =)
this afternoon we're going to the vhs game at boonton ... those are always good times... and umm.. then i dont really know what we're going to do for katie's birthday. kathryn and i got her gifts at the mall the other day, but idk.. maybe we'll take her out to dinner and then meet up with people after? i dont know, all i know, is i have a mission for tonight, and i know there is like a 99.9% chance that it will not be complete..but i can keep telling myself that it will .. right? ... yeah i know im wasting my time... whatever...
later--
jayme <3
ps-- nicole comes home the 8th!!! =)
this week has been sooo long... it's such a downer to go to school on monday, and realize you have 5 long days ahead of you.. don't the weekends fly by?! the football game on sunday really threw me off.. i really thought i had like.. another day to do all this shit, and hey, i had like... a few hours. this past week like all my shows [for the most part] started up again.. thank god.. American Dreams -- i heart that show, it's my life..everwood, gilmore girls, one tree hill, survivor..we're just waiting for the OC and then i'm good to go.
school is really kicking my ass... art is fine for the most part, i just like...don't talk to anyone it's kinda sucky [last years classed was so fun!]... i dont sit at the same table as katie and tim so i'm just like.. there. yeah. history is going to be a problem for me. yeah, the class is solid, but the work is rediculous. his first test kicked ass...mine especially, and after a 9 point curve, which he declared a one time thing, i ended up with a low C, which is better than the D i started with. so i wont complain there. i took my first cascone test on friday, and wow. rediculously EASY.
Ex: What is catabolism?
a- when a cat's head explodes B- when a cat falls and it's head goes in the toilet [i'm dead serious] or c- when substances are synthesized in your body.
hmm.
friday in gym we had an assembly for like..gossip and rumors and shit, i dont even know what the point of that was. i was wondering how the lady could be happy, because she admitt that after it was over we would all continue to do it. i would feel so useless preaching something that will so unlikely be accomplished. i get enough of that already, and i would never base my life on it.. well, on purpose anyway.
then i went to bomb an Antigone test in english. f- you antigone. and f- you sophocles. damn greeks. there were like quotes, and an essay that i had to finish after school, and more shit.. i dont even know!!
schul's class is perhaps the only class i am confident in. actually, i'm nervous about all my tests, but when i get them back it's all jig. so far my average is a 95 so i'm peachy with that for the most part
spanish is just so fucking boring. ahh.
as for tennis-- well i really dont feel like ranting about this, but i will touch on it just a little bit. it's annoying me, to be honest with you. i am very upset with my coach, and myself. i hate the fact that i took lessons from the day the season ended til it started this summer, and it got me no where. it's very frustrating for me to work so hard, and apparently not be good enough..hmm... that's a line i hear way too often, and it's really getting to me. god, sports, school, with friends, or at home, i'm always never good enough.. so fuck it. i bet you all the money in the world, even though i was like 2nd in line for 3rd singles this year, next year i wont get it. u watch. u wait and see. i'll work my hardest and, as usual, it will get me no where. fuck.
so basketball fall league starts tomorrow.. that should be another self-esteem booster. tomorrow is gunna be such a long day i have to work for my uncle from like 11:30-5ish and then go and get changed and go to my game, and then watch the debate that i taped and write something up for extra credit in galb's history class which i am in desperate need of.
this morning sher and i went to get our hair cut at like.. 8:30 lol. yeah it was early but i couldnt take my long hair anymore. it's really weird bc i keep like reaching to my back to play with the ends of it, and its.. not there. lol.. but it's ok i guess.. shorter, obviously, with all fresh layers and shit, so idk.. opinionate, if u will. i just like the silky smooth feeling, and the smell..of my hair right now =)
this afternoon we're going to the vhs game at boonton ... those are always good times... and umm.. then i dont really know what we're going to do for katie's birthday. kathryn and i got her gifts at the mall the other day, but idk.. maybe we'll take her out to dinner and then meet up with people after? i dont know, all i know, is i have a mission for tonight, and i know there is like a 99.9% chance that it will not be complete..but i can keep telling myself that it will .. right? ... yeah i know im wasting my time... whatever...
later--
jayme <3
ps-- nicole comes home the 8th!!! =)