nothing like the present....
i'm tired of reading about how drunk everybody is.
every night.
suspending reality with alcohol because life's reality isn't good enough.
i just watched on tv about this guy who got picked up by the cops by the beach....
he had a $1000 worth of crack in his pocket, but didn't have a place to live.
i can't think of anything sadder than that or of actual tragedy.
i'm so happy to be alive.
school is a nice routine. i like having a routine.
and then breaking it with something spontaneous and unplanned.
that's how i like to live.
i like being busy.
so my 21st is coming up soon.
that will be nice, but i don't think it will change much.
i don't plan on joining everyone in their drunk routines.
i do like the occasional nice night of drinking and forgetting.
those times are nice,
but i couldn't do it all the time.
buuuttt for thanksgiving,
my brother and i are going to seattle.
we're playing a show there
and then staying with his friend there.
that's exciting news.
everything is exciting.
once you stop listening to the static.
well, tonight i think i venture out to see the exorcism of emily rose.
mmm i love scary movies.
and i love now having a man to grab onto when i want to my tongue and scream simultaneously.
but fuck this tragic hurricane for making it so hard to talk to him.
everytime i call him i get the message,"due to the hurricane and the area in which you are trying to reach......"
blah blah blah.
i wish i could go out and help someone.
now
<3
p.s- i'm auditioning for the new play festival on sunday, wish me luck!
every night.
suspending reality with alcohol because life's reality isn't good enough.
i just watched on tv about this guy who got picked up by the cops by the beach....
he had a $1000 worth of crack in his pocket, but didn't have a place to live.
i can't think of anything sadder than that or of actual tragedy.
i'm so happy to be alive.
school is a nice routine. i like having a routine.
and then breaking it with something spontaneous and unplanned.
that's how i like to live.
i like being busy.
so my 21st is coming up soon.
that will be nice, but i don't think it will change much.
i don't plan on joining everyone in their drunk routines.
i do like the occasional nice night of drinking and forgetting.
those times are nice,
but i couldn't do it all the time.
buuuttt for thanksgiving,
my brother and i are going to seattle.
we're playing a show there
and then staying with his friend there.
that's exciting news.
everything is exciting.
once you stop listening to the static.
well, tonight i think i venture out to see the exorcism of emily rose.
mmm i love scary movies.
and i love now having a man to grab onto when i want to my tongue and scream simultaneously.
but fuck this tragic hurricane for making it so hard to talk to him.
everytime i call him i get the message,"due to the hurricane and the area in which you are trying to reach......"
blah blah blah.
i wish i could go out and help someone.
now
<3
p.s- i'm auditioning for the new play festival on sunday, wish me luck!