Aug 18, 2011 19:04
The explosions must be stopped. My boots, they are ruined. I do not know what it was that exploded, but now they are scuffed to the point where polishing, it will do nothing. Is there nothing that can stop these things?
[About fifteen minutes later he writes again.]
Barbed wire. It is not good for coats, no. I think I am starting to get angry. Is there a seamstress here who can fix a coat, or is this also lost?
[Another ten minutes pass.]
Shooting. They are shooting! The bullets are not killing but why would they even shoot me? I am bruised and this is utterly indecent! All I wanted was food! Food! Everyone must eat, even aliens, no? Maybe not the droids. Do droids eat? Maybe little metal things, scraps around the lower place, hm? I will get dinner, and I will not die trying because that is the most ridiculous way to go and I refuse to die in a ridiculous fashion. [A short pause.] Again. Stupid Apostle. Stupid whatever god he prayed to. Stupid Tree, stupid bullets, stupid bomb!
[It’s ten minutes later that he writes the final bit.]
I give up. The dirt, it has my food. I will go, and I will starve, on my little couch in my little house.
event,
martyrdom,
drama drama drama,
complaining again,
terrible horrible no-good very bad day