i never post.. but heres one
so i havent posted since last semester. i made it through. i passed all my classes, although i was a little bit tooo close in one. but the fact still remains: i passed. ha.
break was everything i could'v epossibly hoped for. relaxing. i didnt stress out about seeing people i wanted to see. i just kinda went with the flow. i spent as much time as possible with my family. i visited my grandpa in the hospital, and spent some good quality time with my grandma too. we had a couple dinner parties, and i had out of town friends visit.
i went out a bit, but slept in often. pretty standard for a break. in general, just NOT thinking about school at all.
christmas was nice, having my sister and her husband eric in. and brian and maria too. we just had a very different christmas. we waited for brian and maria to get in to start anything. so we chilled all day until about 6. then opened presents and ate dinner at like 9. it was weird, but it worked somehow. christmas eve mass was nice at st. lawrence.
im not ready to go back. i enjoy my sanity. and my social life. and my friends. and feeling like a human being. :-( sounds depressing, huh? thats why i have not thought about school.
i kicked the whole resolution idea. im gonna do something more short-term, like monthly instead. ifeel like itd be too overwhelming to have a year-long goal, other than to survive. and i just never find that resolutions are fulfilled, since the time-frame is too large. but thats just me... if it works for you, good!
i went to the comos lesbian night this wednesday. it was so much fun! me and stephanie and nikki drove down together.
yeah. me and stephanie are together. thats news. things are going very well. i never would have guessed id ever be with her in a relationship, but i am finding it to be refreshing and a great fit. she visited sterling heights over break, and i had a drive by to east lansing and saw her too. we spent new years together and that was very nice. it feels like its happening very quickly. i wasnt really looking for anything... but once again, i surprise myself with resiliance and in general, being adaptive and optimistic. so for that i am proud of myself. i actuall feel more like m yself now. i dont know due to what... but i most defiantely am not complaining. i just gotta keep sight of this all through the semester. which will be challenging, but its my intention to do so.
bills ball is tomorrow night... im nothing short of elated! its gonna be a hige, fun party. a great way to end break and see everyone, and jus5t show some love for the greatest friend most people have. bill is such a great person and i know how much it means for him for everyone to get together and enjoy one another.
im watching the season 4 premiere of the l word on sunday at stephanies,,, but dont worry mar mar... i'll watch it at your place too!
the one thign i have been struggling with has been missing shainas sister and brother in law. they were like family to me... and i never got to say gooodbye to them. i feel like its almost haunting me. i debated what to do about it all over break. whether i should send a letter or call or what. i decided to call nick, and i left a message. this was tuesday... its friday and still no response. it hurts more than i would've imagined.
well.. talk about timing. just as i was typing that shaina IMed me about an email address and i asked her about it. i think i was just thinking worst case secenario. oops. so i'm not gonna count out the possibility of hearing from them.
alright.. appointment soon.
im going to portage with stephanie tonight. i'll be back in e.l. tomrorow!
toodles!
break was everything i could'v epossibly hoped for. relaxing. i didnt stress out about seeing people i wanted to see. i just kinda went with the flow. i spent as much time as possible with my family. i visited my grandpa in the hospital, and spent some good quality time with my grandma too. we had a couple dinner parties, and i had out of town friends visit.
i went out a bit, but slept in often. pretty standard for a break. in general, just NOT thinking about school at all.
christmas was nice, having my sister and her husband eric in. and brian and maria too. we just had a very different christmas. we waited for brian and maria to get in to start anything. so we chilled all day until about 6. then opened presents and ate dinner at like 9. it was weird, but it worked somehow. christmas eve mass was nice at st. lawrence.
im not ready to go back. i enjoy my sanity. and my social life. and my friends. and feeling like a human being. :-( sounds depressing, huh? thats why i have not thought about school.
i kicked the whole resolution idea. im gonna do something more short-term, like monthly instead. ifeel like itd be too overwhelming to have a year-long goal, other than to survive. and i just never find that resolutions are fulfilled, since the time-frame is too large. but thats just me... if it works for you, good!
i went to the comos lesbian night this wednesday. it was so much fun! me and stephanie and nikki drove down together.
yeah. me and stephanie are together. thats news. things are going very well. i never would have guessed id ever be with her in a relationship, but i am finding it to be refreshing and a great fit. she visited sterling heights over break, and i had a drive by to east lansing and saw her too. we spent new years together and that was very nice. it feels like its happening very quickly. i wasnt really looking for anything... but once again, i surprise myself with resiliance and in general, being adaptive and optimistic. so for that i am proud of myself. i actuall feel more like m yself now. i dont know due to what... but i most defiantely am not complaining. i just gotta keep sight of this all through the semester. which will be challenging, but its my intention to do so.
bills ball is tomorrow night... im nothing short of elated! its gonna be a hige, fun party. a great way to end break and see everyone, and jus5t show some love for the greatest friend most people have. bill is such a great person and i know how much it means for him for everyone to get together and enjoy one another.
im watching the season 4 premiere of the l word on sunday at stephanies,,, but dont worry mar mar... i'll watch it at your place too!
the one thign i have been struggling with has been missing shainas sister and brother in law. they were like family to me... and i never got to say gooodbye to them. i feel like its almost haunting me. i debated what to do about it all over break. whether i should send a letter or call or what. i decided to call nick, and i left a message. this was tuesday... its friday and still no response. it hurts more than i would've imagined.
well.. talk about timing. just as i was typing that shaina IMed me about an email address and i asked her about it. i think i was just thinking worst case secenario. oops. so i'm not gonna count out the possibility of hearing from them.
alright.. appointment soon.
im going to portage with stephanie tonight. i'll be back in e.l. tomrorow!
toodles!