Nov 09, 2006 01:55
More time I spent wasted today. Its nothing bad i guess but it just leaves me empty or something like that.... really i dont know. I cant really word it in a way that sounds ok. I am dirty and spent the last 2 hours drinking fruit punch... cyrstal light but still as great as kool-ade. I cant tell a diffrence or maybe its just as good so i dont care. My bathroom is clean and i like looking at it. I should really try not to let the soap scum and mold build up anymore. I know really gross huh. Just up and no one really to talk to. I cant be loud about it cause if i do Drella will wake up and complain. I love her but its just whatever most of the time. I cant stop my dog well really hes not mine but anyway he wont shut-up i dont know what he wants but all i know i just want to punch him so he can stop, i dont do it cause i know its wrong but it would feel so good. Sad right but just me and i cant bring myself to do so. whatever. I keep expanding and its funny cause i notice it but i do nothing about it. bleh its not the biggest problem i have, i really dont have any but i wish so i can have a real reason to feel like i dunno i guess ... i really dont make something then again we all dont or whatever.