Just a quickie...

Oct 11, 2006 17:54

I'm on my way to work, so I have about five minutes to write this sucka. I think I might be done with this whole full time school thing and just put my degree together piecemeal over time. I'm too broke and so is my car to keep it up, plus this isn't near as much fun as it once had been.

"Can't stop the gods from engineering/Feel no need for any interfering"

So, that's that. This isn't just a spur of the moment thought, though, if anyone is worried. I've spent a great deal of my mental state on this one. I'm tanking tests left and right and I'm not studying enough, plus I don't test very well to top that all orf. I love to learn, I just have problems with the application of the knowledge in a test-type situation. Some people are made for it, others not so much. Not that I won't do my best and try to pass as best I can, I just am having more than just testing problems.

"I...I'm a one-way motor way/I'm a road that drives away and follows you back home"

I've been noticing an interesting phenomenon lately. I'll think of something that would be really cool and neat and stuff and then something related will pop up. I thought the song "I Wanna Be Around", heard by me from the Dick Van Dyke Show, would be cool if redone nowadays, and low and behold, Tony Bennett and Bono did it. I thought it would be awesome to see a music video by Journey for "I'll Be Alright Without You" and now they are coming to Baltimore in concert with Def Leppard. There are little things that give me pause about my foresight. My ability of prediction is starting to weird me out something fierce.

"I wanna tear down the walls that hold me inside/I wanna reach out and touch the flame"

I've felt very creative lately. I think it's a combination of partaking in activities that are creative inspiring, role-playing and Magic and such, and partially because my creativity is rebelling against the structure of school and is demanding some attention, since it squandered its chances when it had to contend with work alone. Now work has been thrown into the mix. Take that, creativity! But I feel creative. Wanting to do more writing in my superhero book, creating an interesting Magic deck, do some work on my sewing projects. Too much, not enough time. Schizoinducing behavior 101.

"I don't know if it's even in your mind at all/Should be me"

Got a job finally. A part-timer no less, Monday and Wednesday. Only a couple of hours, but it fullfills my need to be needed in the work place. Which they do and aren't shy about letting me know it. Plus, the kiddies love their Mr. Nick. Strangely, I am the only staff member there refered to Mr. with my first name rather than my last name. I think it's either cause I'm not a teacher or I am the youngest on staff, to my knowledge. Dunno. But, it's nice to have gas money coming in again. This'll help me get those christmas presents too. I like Chrimis.

"We're all misunderstood/They say we stand for nothing else/There's no way we ever could"

Gonna be a good night for moi. Playing some Magic with Brian, Frank, and Linda. Wonder if Jake'll play if he's there? Dunno. Probably talk to Brian about superheroing stuffs since this weekend might hold some of it. Dunno though. I'm either going to see Tara or superheroing or somethin else I forgot. We'll see after tonight/tomorrow. Things are getting crowded/interesting/hectic.

"I need love, love, ooh to ease my mind/And I need to find, find, someone to call mine"

/got nothin
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