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i went to my first guitar lesson yesterday. my teacher is real nice. he knew one of the drummers from tripping daisy, mitch marini. (they kicked him out at the airport on the way to new york to record jesus hits like the atom bomb) hopefully, all this lesson business will make me better. besides that, my weekend has been depressing, im not sure why. i did fun things all weekend, but none of it seemed to make me that happy. and im just real tired and shitty feeling right now, even after my friggin 3 and a half hour nap. i found out today my grandma may have cancer. they found like, dark dark spots around in her friggin lungs and other inner things like stomach or something. i dont know. i hope shes alright though, i hope if it is cancer, she can live and hear my cd. it should be done by the time we get up there for christmas, and id like to show her then. i dont think its cancer though, shes always been pretty healthy, she was just friggin playin tennis last week. and my dad and all his side of the family are always worrying and stuff. i guess thats where i get it from, but in this case, i think the best attitude to have is a good one. i think next weekend, its time for a change of pace, cause this weekend didnt really cut it for me.