back when...
in california i had a wonderful friend--we inspired each other, laughed together, relaxed together, talked, created and just all around enjoyed life in each other's company. there was never anything sexual, although we freely expressed in another time or place...
we would spend sundays together and i looked forward to that day more than anything. i think about him all the time even though i haven't spoken with him in over 3 years. i miss him. i love him. i am thankful for having connected with him.
so much has happened since we spent any time together. i met the love of my life, cleaned up my life, became a mother.
i've changed--and that is an excellent thing.
yes.
but i heard from him today.
and hearing from him, writing to him, brought back my words... my creativity... if just for a moment.
and for that moment, i could breathe.
we would spend sundays together and i looked forward to that day more than anything. i think about him all the time even though i haven't spoken with him in over 3 years. i miss him. i love him. i am thankful for having connected with him.
so much has happened since we spent any time together. i met the love of my life, cleaned up my life, became a mother.
i've changed--and that is an excellent thing.
yes.
but i heard from him today.
and hearing from him, writing to him, brought back my words... my creativity... if just for a moment.
and for that moment, i could breathe.