welllll
my heart just kind of hurts.
im confused on what to feel.
i dont want all of this anger and hurt to come back.
and i dont know why im letting this feeling creep into me again.
im just so mad.
why did i ever let myself do it?
and i know..it was all part of Gods plan and hes grown me through it so much.
but ive soon realized that this event has completely reshaped my life.
and ive never really thought about the severity its had in me.
and how it has affected me forever.
now, in a good way.
because in my weakness i became strong and overcame!
and the joy of the Lord is now my strength!
i hate the devil.
and how he tries to make me feel this way.
im beautiful and i can do awesome things through the power of God.
insecurities are stupid.
im confused on what to feel.
i dont want all of this anger and hurt to come back.
and i dont know why im letting this feeling creep into me again.
im just so mad.
why did i ever let myself do it?
and i know..it was all part of Gods plan and hes grown me through it so much.
but ive soon realized that this event has completely reshaped my life.
and ive never really thought about the severity its had in me.
and how it has affected me forever.
now, in a good way.
because in my weakness i became strong and overcame!
and the joy of the Lord is now my strength!
i hate the devil.
and how he tries to make me feel this way.
im beautiful and i can do awesome things through the power of God.
insecurities are stupid.