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Voice [007] �

Dec 31, 2010 23:46

[He's trembling. Trembling, trembling, shaking, and while he can't be seen, he is clearly having troubles breathing steadily.

A shuddering breath and a tight frown can be heard in his voice.

He has to frown, because it's much easier to be angry than to be shattered. He's both, really, but...

Furious, before the tears.]

Why do they--

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benevolist January 1 2011, 13:52:06 UTC

... Kyouriki, you know he didn't choose this.

[ He hesitates; they've been through this together before, twice, but it doesn't get easier. Being together helps, though. There's another long pause and then his breath catches somewhat. ]

Where are you, dear boy? Please, I...

[ His voice trails off. Losing Sanae was hard. Losing Neku was just as hard. This was their family. ]

protagonized January 1 2011, 17:55:26 UTC

[...It's Aziraphale, and as he watches their 'family' dissolve piece by piece, he's torn between clinging even tighter to what is left and fearing that...Aziraphale will disappear too.

And quietly--]

...Outside the house.

[A shaky sigh.]

I know. I know he didn't--but...He promised.

benevolist January 1 2011, 18:06:34 UTC

[ Aziraphale doesn't respond through the SFC; he moves through the house until he's outside, until he's with his boy, his family and he moves to be beside him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and drawing him close. ]

He didn't want to break it, dear boy. He didn't want to leave.

protagonized January 1 2011, 18:15:07 UTC

[He just closes his eyes, leaning in some and shaking his head slowly.]

I know. It's just...

[Mostly, he's terrified. Neku gave him hope that he would be able to...not go back to Wonderland, even when he had to inevitably leave Vatheon.

That hope is gone and he's afraid.]

...We're just going to go back soon, aren't we? All of us?

benevolist January 1 2011, 18:28:06 UTC

[ Aziraphale just holds him for a little while. It's so painful to see the boy upset and to have the same pain reflected in himself; he can't offer much comfort when he's obviously just as distressed. ]

Perhaps, perhaps not. It's not something we should dwell on.

[ The angel looks up at the sky. It was at moments like this where he missed his connection with the Lord. ]

If we are too distracted by the possibilities of the future we lose track of the present, and that can be rather disasterous.

protagonized January 2 2011, 18:32:13 UTC

[...He is silent for a long moment, but...It makes sense.

Even if Neku is gone, and broke his promise, he...can't give up.]

...Yeah. We can't give up just because--

[Just because he was wrong.]

There still has to be a way.

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