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well. got the laptop back, it's never leaving my room. james (roommate) is going to the bathroom every 5 minutes. either pissing or shitting or beating his slim jim i don't know wtf but i swear to God when he enlists in the marines, IF he enlists, he's fucked.
he did offer me a chance to cycle Torque (sp?) a pro-hormone with him for about a month. at first i said no but i've been giving it second thought. especially if the league that i'm in doesn't drug test for anything.
i can kinda feel my arms padding up a little bit, not saying if you hit me in the...fuck what was it. i don't even remember the name of the bone, but if you hit my arm with a crowbar i'm not saying i won't feel it but i'm making progress! that's kinda cool. been off the other shit for months now, along with the fact i was out of the gym for ages. i think anything i gain from here on out is clean, but i've been downing that...mass xxx protein shake from GNC every day before i go to work. add peanut butter and ice to it to make it a reese's flavored smoothie.
and when i got online last night i lost my connection somehow (I think muzz or shane took out the router for a minute or two) i wasn't able to get back online after that and then i sent out texts to the ppl i was talking to saying 'hey im sry i lost my connection' i sent one to jake, jessica, and laney. then i sent a text saying "i love you babe...good night" i thought it was gonna go to Laney, but by the time i realized jessica's phone number was still in the "send to" box i already hit the "send" button so she got a text from me saying "i love you...good night". i sent laney the text after fixing the mistake but i IM'd her earlier saying hey did you get a text last night? and apologized a little. she "obviously knew it was going to (my) gf"...either way it was kinda funny.
he did offer me a chance to cycle Torque (sp?) a pro-hormone with him for about a month. at first i said no but i've been giving it second thought. especially if the league that i'm in doesn't drug test for anything.
i can kinda feel my arms padding up a little bit, not saying if you hit me in the...fuck what was it. i don't even remember the name of the bone, but if you hit my arm with a crowbar i'm not saying i won't feel it but i'm making progress! that's kinda cool. been off the other shit for months now, along with the fact i was out of the gym for ages. i think anything i gain from here on out is clean, but i've been downing that...mass xxx protein shake from GNC every day before i go to work. add peanut butter and ice to it to make it a reese's flavored smoothie.
and when i got online last night i lost my connection somehow (I think muzz or shane took out the router for a minute or two) i wasn't able to get back online after that and then i sent out texts to the ppl i was talking to saying 'hey im sry i lost my connection' i sent one to jake, jessica, and laney. then i sent a text saying "i love you babe...good night" i thought it was gonna go to Laney, but by the time i realized jessica's phone number was still in the "send to" box i already hit the "send" button so she got a text from me saying "i love you...good night". i sent laney the text after fixing the mistake but i IM'd her earlier saying hey did you get a text last night? and apologized a little. she "obviously knew it was going to (my) gf"...either way it was kinda funny.