Nobody likes you anyway
Today is a high stress level day. I have math homework due tomorrow, lab tomorrow, pre-lab stuff to prepare, extra studying to make sure I don't fall behind in philosophy, cheer practice and my Uncle's surgery is today.
Now, there is no way steph could know all of this, but why did she have to pick a fight this morning. 5 minutes before my bus came she started the sentence with "I know you have to catch the bus and we can talk more about this later, but..."
She started babbling something about groceries and how she thinks that we should stop sharing everything because yadda yadda yadda. I told her that it seemed to even out and work out they way we have been doing it. I didn't want to really get into the conversation at all because I knew that I didn't have time to come up with an informed and valid counter arguement, but I didn't want to leave without getting a word in. I knew it wouldn't have a good outcome...if I had said what I was thinking it wouldn't have come out right, if I just left it she'd have a clear advantage in having the only say in the matter. So I walked towards the door and said "steph I think that idea will just make things more complicated" and I left.
I get across the street and she calls me on my phone and starts yelling at me for being rude and I could have at least said "Bye"---yeah alright. I groaned, told her I was in a hurry and hung up on her.
Then I sat for a second and was just like, what the fuck, this bitch is treating me like I'm a 12 year old and she's my mom, so i called her back to inform her that she is not in fact my mother. "well I wouldn't have to act like I'm your mother if you could just carry on a civilized conversation" What, in the five minutes I had? No, I will have a fucking civilized conversation later in the day when BOTH of us have time and I'm not just ambushed last minute.
I have tried INCREDIBLY hard to be civil to her in every situation recently, she always says something snippity at the last minute either to try and get the last word in, or to get some dumb accusation out or just to pick a fight or piss me off. Everytime she's done this recently I've just tried to ignore it, pass it off like...ok you needed to say it, thats your problem. But I just can't fucking stand it, she tries to walk all over me. She knows I'm happier than she is and that I have fun doing what I do. I know I'm more spoiled than she is, but she needs to fucking get over it already. If she hates her life this much that she has to try and bring me down, she needs to change what she's doing with her life.
Now, there is no way steph could know all of this, but why did she have to pick a fight this morning. 5 minutes before my bus came she started the sentence with "I know you have to catch the bus and we can talk more about this later, but..."
She started babbling something about groceries and how she thinks that we should stop sharing everything because yadda yadda yadda. I told her that it seemed to even out and work out they way we have been doing it. I didn't want to really get into the conversation at all because I knew that I didn't have time to come up with an informed and valid counter arguement, but I didn't want to leave without getting a word in. I knew it wouldn't have a good outcome...if I had said what I was thinking it wouldn't have come out right, if I just left it she'd have a clear advantage in having the only say in the matter. So I walked towards the door and said "steph I think that idea will just make things more complicated" and I left.
I get across the street and she calls me on my phone and starts yelling at me for being rude and I could have at least said "Bye"---yeah alright. I groaned, told her I was in a hurry and hung up on her.
Then I sat for a second and was just like, what the fuck, this bitch is treating me like I'm a 12 year old and she's my mom, so i called her back to inform her that she is not in fact my mother. "well I wouldn't have to act like I'm your mother if you could just carry on a civilized conversation" What, in the five minutes I had? No, I will have a fucking civilized conversation later in the day when BOTH of us have time and I'm not just ambushed last minute.
I have tried INCREDIBLY hard to be civil to her in every situation recently, she always says something snippity at the last minute either to try and get the last word in, or to get some dumb accusation out or just to pick a fight or piss me off. Everytime she's done this recently I've just tried to ignore it, pass it off like...ok you needed to say it, thats your problem. But I just can't fucking stand it, she tries to walk all over me. She knows I'm happier than she is and that I have fun doing what I do. I know I'm more spoiled than she is, but she needs to fucking get over it already. If she hates her life this much that she has to try and bring me down, she needs to change what she's doing with her life.