Sep 12, 2012 20:00
I didn't get the postdoc that would return me to Estonia for 2-3 years paid research. That means at least another year in Indianapolis; possibly more if my attempt to hit the job market this year isn't successful.
I am a ball of terror and stress. We are also moving to a new place to reduce Pan's commute and for various other reasons I don't want to get into now. I am still fatigued all the time so my usual anxiety about moving is way magnified.
In spite of it all, I'm realizing what a wonderful support system I have here, and I'm glad I don't have to give it up just yet.