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so, Christian's gone.
i stayed up all night (surviving on Red Bull, woot) finishing the scrapbook i made for him (i also made him a blanket and a pillow for the plane--in Boston University colors!)...and at 4:15 (AM) we headed out to the Charleston airport. i didn't realize how hard saying goodbye would be until i really had to...i cried the entire drive home. he'll be gone for 6 weeks...and the plan right now is that i'll already be in VA when he comes home...so i have no idea when i'm going to see him again.
i miss him. it's only been an hour and i miss him like crazy.
and i'm on a Red Bull fix and i can't sleep, so i'm just sitting here waiting for him to call me when he gets to the Albany airport.
='(
i want him to come back and hug me again.
i'm so, so proud of him for making it into Tanglewood--it's the most prestigious music camp in the nation--but the selfish part of me wants to cry and throw stuff and demand that he come back home to me. but...i can't do that.
i can't believe he's really gone. we've been talking about it for months and now he's gone and it's breaking my heart.
i stayed up all night (surviving on Red Bull, woot) finishing the scrapbook i made for him (i also made him a blanket and a pillow for the plane--in Boston University colors!)...and at 4:15 (AM) we headed out to the Charleston airport. i didn't realize how hard saying goodbye would be until i really had to...i cried the entire drive home. he'll be gone for 6 weeks...and the plan right now is that i'll already be in VA when he comes home...so i have no idea when i'm going to see him again.
i miss him. it's only been an hour and i miss him like crazy.
and i'm on a Red Bull fix and i can't sleep, so i'm just sitting here waiting for him to call me when he gets to the Albany airport.
='(
i want him to come back and hug me again.
i'm so, so proud of him for making it into Tanglewood--it's the most prestigious music camp in the nation--but the selfish part of me wants to cry and throw stuff and demand that he come back home to me. but...i can't do that.
i can't believe he's really gone. we've been talking about it for months and now he's gone and it's breaking my heart.