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I sometimes wonder if I will ever learn to do all of the computer stuff every other single person my age knows how to do. How did everyone gain this knowledge, and why wasn't I included? I am seriously interested.
Well, lately I have been sleeping all day long every day, except for when I am at work. Then I stay up all night, but its not like I'm really doing anything worth while. Are there a lot of people my age that do worth while things? If so, I am about to feel extremely inadequete.
Here are things I wish I had back in my life:
Digi Cam
I-pod
Super Nintendo Mario Bros.

Is it about time for me to make some purchases? I wonder if I can get these things for cheap. Then I would have to learn how to do stuff with my pictures that I take. I need to find someone patient and willing to teach me how. That is, if I ever get another camera. I have been too scared to tell my dad that I lost it, probably because I have a guilty conscience about the fact that I was probably drunk when it happened. And I'm too scared to tell my mom that my i-pod was stolen because I feel guilty that she spent so much money on it.
whatever..........