Jul 02, 2005 12:34
<3 this morning i woke up and danced.
<3 i just danced.
<3 i don't know why.
<3 i robot-ed downstairs to MY kitchen.
<3 i spinkler-ed to MY fridge.
<3 and life was good.
it feels good to be healthy.
over it. purged of it.
clean.
healthy.
and i thought no one could ever be truly happy.
but i'm tired of being [emo].
so i changed my state of mind today.
you can be happy if you know
that for this exact moment
there is a purpose.
and that it will never be perfect.
ever.
but who knows what that is anyways?
i realize i just need to see the bumps ahead
make a fist
scrunch my nose
>[and take it]<
and i can still smile.
after all these years.
i'm finally seeing.
girls, they wanna have fun.
eooowwwwwwwww!
<3<3<3
p.s. i miss you wacky. dad will be okay. hang in there kiddo.
next time this happens...call me...don't text me you dork!
i love you with all my heart.